Blah.
Blech.
Ho hum.
This is getting ridiculous now. I’ve been in this constant state of malaise for days, weeks even. I’ve tried everything that usually works to help cheer me up…quality time with friends, “me” time, volunteering, acting happy hoping that the real emotion follows, and just trying to forget about it…nothing seems to be working. I even changed my blog’s theme. Again. (Actually, that did give me a blip of happy.)
My intellectual side knows this is just a phase. I’ll feel better again at some point. I’m also very well aware how great my life is and how much I have to be grateful for. Now, somebody explain that to my emotional side. Please.
See — I can rattle off five great things about my life, with one hand tied behind my back:
1. I have wonderful friends who are there for me, even when I disappear.
2. I have a great house that I love (which is good, since I never seem to want to leave it lately).
3. It’s nice and cold outside so I’m feeling healthy.
4. The job is getting better every day.
5. In fact, I was promoted and received a nice little pay raise this week.
I can’t think of one really bad thing about my life.
So…what’s up, Chuck?
Somebody tell me what’s going on here. Do I need a vitamin? More sunshine? More exercise? To just shut up and stop whining?
Being blah is so boring.
